I want to go back to green things…
And simpler days…
And riding horses…
And singing songs…
And sunkissed hair.
I want to go back to just me and him…
And not worrying about anyone else…
And having that be enough…
I want to sit and enjoy my girl…
Before she’s enrolled in Pre-K
or Kindergarten…
And doesn’t need her mommy anymore…
I want to be held and loved and then held again afterwards.
I want a phone call just to say hello…
I want to stop questioning my own worth…
I want to stop questioning my own desires…
I want to stop second-guessing my actions…
I want to paint colours…
And chase dewdrops around street corners…
And tango through the night…
I want to fill up until I burst out into a million tiny stars….
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April 25, 2008 at 10:23 pm
awalkabout
a perfect gathering of words to mourn the passing of a less complicated time. :)
April 28, 2008 at 12:48 am
delilahgirl
awalkabout: Welcome and thank you for your kind words.
April 30, 2008 at 5:40 pm
unowho
There’s someone out there that “wants” to fulfill all your wants…
April 30, 2008 at 8:16 pm
delilahgirl
unowho: That’s a lovely thought. :)
April 30, 2008 at 8:18 pm
gypsy-heart
So many wonderful posts…I couldn’t decide where to comment..finally decided on here.
Beautiful words especially the last line:
“I want to fill up until I burst out into a million tiny stars….”
It will happen my dear…just believe it and it will unfold. :)
Namaste’
May 2, 2008 at 1:21 pm
delilahgirl
gypsy-heart: Thank you for your kind words and welcome to my blog! It’s a pretty quiet comfy place…or so it is for me. “Stars” seem to be a fairly comment subject around here. ;)