I am tired of waiting.
I am tired of putting off today for tomorrow.
I am tired of living my life from the outside.
I want to start living my life from the inside.
I want to have clear moments with my daughter and not be stressed and worn out from work.
I want to be fulfilled creatively from my art rather than creating drama in my life.
I want to stop judging my own desires as ‘right’ or ‘wrong’ and simply find ways to fulfill them.
I want to stop being afraid.
I want to stop doubting myself.
I want to reach for my dreams, my real dreams.
I want to be sure that I’m not just creating another dream to put in front of the ones that I’m really afraid of.
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May 5, 2008 at 4:39 pm
Greenwoman2007
((hugs)) Doing these things can feel really hard, even overwhelming, sometimes they can even feel impossible…but one day, one moments, one week, one month at a time, you’ll get there. That’s just true. Effort is always rewarded with outcomes.
*smoochies*
May 6, 2008 at 1:43 am
Ony
I felt this … I felt this day of yours. I’m lacking in the ways of strings of words, so … I felt this and thought of you.
May 8, 2008 at 3:08 pm
delilahgirl
GW: Yeah, I have to remember that it’s all part of the Grand Plan and just let it flow….
Ony: Thank you Ony. I know you’re having a hard time of late. I appreciate your words, no matter what they are. Thinking of you a lot lately too. *hugs and all that good stuff*
May 8, 2008 at 9:11 pm
Grace
Maybe that’s all you needed to get started…just making your declaration :) Blessings to you as your continue your journey inward.
May 11, 2008 at 1:35 pm
kt
What dreams are you afraid of sweets? And what’s the worst that can happen if you get out of their way?
May 12, 2008 at 2:29 pm
delilahgirl
Grace: Putting it out there does seem to help at times. Thank you for the blessings.
kt: Only dreams of happiness and painting bleu horses…
And I’ll only die if they come true….
*sighs*
It’s that old, old story…the one that so very many of us have lived time and time again….letting our flame get too bright and then getting snuffed out when we’re seen.