trust the process
and…ask
to see the way around
again spirals

i do not believe that everything happens for a reason…
but i do believe that everything happens.
and you don’t deserve it.

i rake the leaves again
one barrow at a time
i fill the garden
weeks behind
but the garden will fill
and the grass will grow
and already the crocuses are saying hello
hello

trust the process
let the anger rise and have it’s say
let the grief swallow you
it takes as long as it takes
live in it
and when it’s all too much just
hold still